Dates change....why do days change??

Been fours days more than an year i am back to this place
.....life being changing , changing and changing all this one year......
many expected and unwanted and many unexpected and wanted......
Everything made me learn a fresh new issue. No day could stop still....a fresh start., a surprise end,
jump for the better, prepare for the worst,
other side of the mountain is the valley.
whats making ppl climb up the mountains, with fear....why don't we sit in the valley safely surrounded by the mountains.
Should i dream and aim for something BIG ???...will my day tomorrow be as supportive as today......
Issues been all over.....trying for something....to achieve something....to learn something.....but what is this something...
everyday a new work, where is the idle day to think whats this something.....may be too much of anything is dangerous!!!
What is the way out, let me know the reason of my presence....routine work, relation, fun, food,everything seems to be small and boring.....whats that i am trying for???when will i know it, how will i get it....how should i plan working for it//whats exciting??its all behind, when a new day starts tomorrow with new things....
have a wonderful day....su,